New year, New try

I try, I try so hard, but I try in vain.
If only I could make everyone around me happy.
Oh, how i wish I could read your minds in order to satisfy you all.
Yes, indeed, I sometimes tend to look away for a bit,
And forget about what is expected of me.
Believe me, it just isn't that easy.
I do hope you can forgive me.
The year isn't starting as I wish it would be,
But let me try again,
hoping that this time,
It won't be in vain.